I didn't get to see my girl yesterday. My husband works 3rd shift and his sleep schedule is sketchy. I'm hoping to start driving soon, which we are only using one car right now since his car isn't running well. My doctor app was at 3 and by the time that's over we wouldn't have time to see her cause they don't allow ppl in the nicu from 6-8 night and morning. I hate living half an hour from her. I think I'm gonna stay with my mom and dad on week days, they live 5 mins from the hospital. Plus it's hard doing anything away from home since I have to pump every 3 hours.. I feel like I'm full of excuses.